Still Living In The YYC

 Yuuuuup...

Still in Calgary.  Still reaching out to strangers and friends alike.  It's been six months since I began the 1 year count down to travel... 6 months left.  As expected, so much life has happened since then.  SO MUCH.  IT'S SURREAL.  It continues to be.  

Connections made and lost and still in search of friends.  A crew.  A crew that will treat me as an equal.  I think that large characters are intimidating to others.  Even intimidating to me at times, however, when in the presence of larger characters by my own perception, I, without false ego, put myself on their level by seeing them as another human and that must make me large as well.  We are all trying to get somewhere and if someone is different, they are just that, different.  They read a different book or learned a different lesson a different way.  Not better, different.  They can be better at something than you, but nobody is better at life than you.  Even if you live a life of suffering and them a life of pleasure and/or materialism we are just moving into the space that has already been set forth for us.. react.  When we sleep and connect, when we meditate and connect, when we make love and connect, when we feel the whole world as one and dualism seizes to exist.. That is what is real.  So, make your human existence a better one by actually making it a better one for others. 

Make sense? 

What seems like high expectations to others, seems like what a friends should be to me.  I guess, I still put a lot of weight on words.  I still, when someone says, I love you, put weight on what that is to me.  Well, I do the same thing when someone is like, "Oh yeah, Phareke is my friend..."  What are my brother's names?  Do I have a sister? What is her name?  How many neices do I have?  Have I lost any reletives?  What do you know about me to say you know me?"  Then they get hurt when I ask these questions and then I get disposed of.  Yet they, say good things, I think, about me while thinking I'm a ticking time bomb or over sensitive or just scared because I call people out on properly representing themselves in the world.  On over use of the word Love when speaking to others..

Do what you do but admit what you do.

I will practice love n forgiveness and continue working on the compassion part until others actually begin to follow in that path.

#spreadloveerrday
#loveyourself
#loveothers
#bereal
#thelovemovement
#hiphopforhumanity
#lifelitemusicgroup

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